Beautiful Scars

The beauty of her was her innocence, her smile , being amused by barbies, swinging her long pigtails.. her father was the only man she loved. her mother was her everything.. they took her innocence away from her like a broken toy she loved so much ..without a warning the beauty of her being a child was gone, so she had to grow up , she became an adult at 10, she grew boobs at 12, she started her period way to early, mentally immature physically grown, while 16 and 17 years old's are losing there virginity because of puppy love , she's been ahead by years not because she wanted to.. she's wiped an older mans sweat off of her at 7, a grown man, caressing her undeveloped body, not yet producing sperm, she's afraid her body tenses, she cant even fathom whats going on all she knows is that it hurts, she closes her eyes, as if she not there, dreaming of cotton candy, mommy, playing and laughing. Her tears go unnoticed baby girl was beautiful, even at her worse , shaking when he came around, never wanting to speak of it, because it was to painful. this women has grown she's beautiful tho scared, from being hurt in her past, her beauty is just not outside it comes from within, strong enough to, be in relationship to love to, being able have someone touch her sexually, with out her body tensing up as she once did, she no longer thinks that what she's been through as, painful more like a life lesson, these beautiful scars made her..they've made her smile, made her happy.. she doesn't make excuses for what happen.. she's comfortable in her own skin..embraces her
beautiful scars and all...




.I wrote this because of someone who inspired me, as beautiful as she is and all she's been through i wrote it because of her, i want her to know she's appreciated.. i will forever respect her and no matter what . I look up to her as strong women not afraid to tell her story and be and existing women who has made it though an can smile, Mikkia i respect you not only for what you've seen but for who you are.. :) Your Beautiful inside and out.. _Uniquesoul