Saturday, November 6, 2010

Silly of me..

silly of me to think that you were my friend ?
I mean maybe there were some alternative motives, that you felt but never said.to trust you with everything in me, i cant believe its came to this, you throw dirt on my name when, all i did was help you try to make it through this I mean too see me happy must of not been good enough for you,you rather talk behind my back and lie so that, you can be ..the one who i decided to run to I mean to say you weren't there when i needed you would be a hell of lie.but for all the good things you've done this one.. makes me wonder why,through your rampages and your plenty of sobs and heartbreaks i was there i mean, in spite of it too see me happy bothered you that much ?I'm no longer angry at what you did but more, hurt that, you would even do it,when ever you needed me to defend i was the one who would do it Ive become numb to the fact that you talked about me behind my back to someone else it was the fact as close as we were, i would expect you to.. hold me down without a doubt, things can never be the same because any trust we had is gone, i see a lot people come ago but this one hurts the most, i hate to say it but i wont, i wanna cry but i don't, i leave this friendship in this blog because whats was there is dead and gone i say goodbye because staying would be dumb.. fuck you..

The loss of a friend is like that of a limb. Time may heal the anguish of the wound, but the loss cannot be repaired. - Robert Southey


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