As strong as you claim to be your weaker then they come, you've created a monster that you cant control an now instead of face it, you rather run.
you've built this contraption that no one can destruct but instead you pretend that this monster is invisible to the world and the only person who can see it is you.
everyone else around you see's it but you, blinded by the once good things , and by the once tamed but beautiful storm. you see nothing wrong,
you've learned to just deal with it, never being happy or wanting more..
sacrificing your happiness for someone else, distancing your self from others, because of the raft of this beautiful disaster, never finding real love because , your still holding on to what once was....


when do you say enough is enough....