Robin Thicke - Superman

I wouldn't mind being someone's Lois Lane (virtuous woman), but with in every, wish reality sets in, im pretty content..

Since no one can handle this 5'4, 123 pound women with, brown eyes and lips that could seduce just about anyone. an attitude in which most people cant control yet even understand. she's thought of as different because her laugh a bit loud and emotions show in her face .she's eager for love but, seem to find otherwise, never once content with anything she searches for love. lost in her own emotions and past . she's becomes lonely losing everything she once had, every person she ever loved has, some alternative motives. not knowing that she's vulnerable , the things that people say, pain her she hides behind this smile and that asshole attitude just so they wont know, she crying inside. this girl, wants to be loved, nothing more nothing less wanting nothing is the world but to feel, that spark when someone is around. hoping that the existence of someone in her life isn't just for a moment in time. this person may never come so she finds peace within her soul, loving her for her and becoming infatuated with one's beauty, love and tranquility she begins to forget about what she once loved.. an what she looked for, all along it was there within her..
all she needed was to love her.

Unborn Child

Though your existence has yet to be created,

I am already in love with you,its no longer a fear that you've captured my heart,we have yet to meet and probably wont meet for a very long time,my only fear for you is that, I'm not worthy, to be in your presence, how beautiful you are, I've never felt this way about anyone before, my love for you is like no other. One that wont fade with time the only thing that can part us is death. i can promise you protection, my love for you is pure, i can give you all of me, i give you my mind body and soul, when everyone else around see's the worse you, i will be there to only see the best. through it all. I'll be there to pick you when you trip in fall, uplifting you constantly, teaching you to be Unafraid to fight for what you believe. my fears are that i wont be enough , i wont be the person you need, what if i cant change into this person you need to survive , the person you depend on your life will be in my hands. I'm afraid i wont ever be enough, but know no matter what i pray , you'll still love me..

Waiting To EXHALE

The Beauty of her stature, and the grace of her walk, is enough to capture the eyes of any person she wants, spoken words of pain , strong but has been kicked, down so much she feels useless, a walking vessels with no purpose. Trying to find her place in this world, she began this journey too nowhere, fighting for nothing, trying to just find something to live for.
Beneath every smile was pain, though the world thought she was happy, breathing in pain sealing it up with hurt.. she's numb being her self was never enough. Hiding beneath this shattered ego and Tarnished heart, no one see's the real her, she yarns for a breath of fresh air a chance to be free, live happy , whether she dies young, her heart yarns for love its wanting it needing it, but will it ever come, waiting to exhale.. or maybe even just to Breath she waits...

While im living i am slowly dying, so slow i try to make it last, i envision better days but they all seem to be a thing of the past.
-Soul

Silly of me..

silly of me to think that you were my friend ?

I mean maybe there were some alternative motives, that you felt but never said.to trust you with everything in me, i cant believe its came to this, you throw dirt on my name when, all i did was help you try to make it through this I mean too see me happy must of not been good enough for you,you rather talk behind my back and lie so that, you can be ..the one who i decided to run to I mean to say you weren't there when i needed you would be a hell of lie.but for all the good things you've done this one.. makes me wonder why,through your rampages and your plenty of sobs and heartbreaks i was there i mean, in spite of it too see me happy bothered you that much ?I'm no longer angry at what you did but more, hurt that, you would even do it,when ever you needed me to defend i was the one who would do it Ive become numb to the fact that you talked about me behind my back to someone else it was the fact as close as we were, i would expect you to.. hold me down without a doubt, things can never be the same because any trust we had is gone, i see a lot people come ago but this one hurts the most, i hate to say it but i wont, i wanna cry but i don't, i leave this friendship in this blog because whats was there is dead and gone i say goodbye because staying would be dumb.. fuck you..

The loss of a friend is like that of a limb. Time may heal the anguish of the wound, but the loss cannot be repaired. - Robert Southey

Another piece of furniture

I sit here being ignored, i haven't been dusted in while, she has forgot about me, I no longer matter I have no use ..
she covers me with clothe because, what i was once used for is no longer needed ..
she pretends i don't exist ,
but still wants to keep me around for own selfish ways.
so she leaves me here too rust, foolishly,
there's no where for me to go.
My feet feel planted
they can all see the reflection in me ... its of her, i long to please her,
seeing her and only her i stay ..
while she see's him i see her ,
i try to add a lil shine to my smile so that maybe one day she see's me, or maybe i wont be just there,
waiting to be used longing for her attention or even just her TOUCH..
I'll wait no matter how many days..
months or years it takes i'll wait.. for that day when im no longer just a another Piece of Furniture....

Her Brief Exit

The person i once knew became the person of the past, i seem to forget about what happen but, still the things we thought were once funny still happen to make me laugh, promises seemed to fade and the voices started to disappear, i wished for you arrival but there's no use you where never really here the things i could of said or the tears i could of saved, weren't worth all the pain

I'm not saying i miss you but, I'm not saying i don't, I'm glad your gone in one aspect but in another i wish you would have stayed but, for both of us saying goodbye is what kept us sane..
i would of like to keep you near but some things seem to fade with time, i understand you had to leave but selfish me , i wish you wouldn't have left me behind.