Far away....

Being, close to someone, that's now so far away, kills me,

the only person who understood me..

i cant explain how hard it is today for me to even concentrate,

while every one else around me, seem to see it as another day,

for me its probably of the worst days of my life

you were a big part of my life and without you i probably wouldn't be where i am today...

you;ve been my angel through it all... when i think about you, it makes me smile..

when i was younger you would tell me " never let anyone detour you from your dreams"

and since day one its stuck with me...

The one who, took care of me when everyone else... left me

I truly i cant believe its been so long since you been gone

i depended on you to be here..

I needed you to be here....

there's no else who has impacted my life as much as you and today is your birthday... AND i love you and MISS YOU.. RIP...

Bad taste in my mouth...

- the after taste of a broken heart is what you left me with..

- A tart yet sour and bitter everlasting.. Feeling that I won't forget

No alert no alarm, not even a warning..

-How was I suppose to know that, this love we shared was just for the moment,

-Something to occupy ya time, while you became, my time...

-You became my escape, and now you want to escape...

-Leaving me with questions & so many reasons why..

I didn't even have a chance to cry, more of numbing sensation that started from my heart. and ended between.. My thighs

- where you once caressed now , your someone Else's.. and you could care less

- I hate to say it but used me, as a temporary fix, for the time being..

- trying to, get the memory of your ex, out your head, so you settle m for me not truly caring about my emotions just using me for NOW...

You left a bad taste in my mouth one I can't get out...

As hard as, it is to say goodbye, everything tells me I should.

Tho her heart has me in its grasp tangled up in its love, seeing no one else

I wish I truly had her heart in my hands, maybe I did, I will never know ..

Sacrificing every last breath, and ever last.. Attempt to make it work..

Feeling as if I the walls are closing, only because I'm surrounded by all your good lovin.

Snatched within a matter of seconds, no longer settling for what was, living for what should be..

Loving her from a distance, but still holding on to her heart, without her even knowing,

Caressing her.. Emotions


Kissing away her fears..


But not for long letting go .. is hard and her heart is where i wanna be, but dnt need to be.. :(

Nothing Even Matters....

-If nothing really mattered, our love would stay the same. Their would be no difference in the way you act, Their wouldn't be no anger when you say my name.

No matter how far or close you are, nothing less but love I should feel, If you said it then you should mean it, you should prove your love was real.

-if nothing even matters then these fights should disappear, no more lonely nights, no more sorrow, no more sad songs and Tears.

- without any question of why, this fear inside shouldn't exist, its because you speak of these words. Of love but do they truly exist ?

-No more wondering who else your loving, no more fearing the unknown, if nothing really mattered, you would not only tell me it would show....


-uniquesoul

This isnt Goodbye....

This isn't goodbye....

more like a fair well to the old me. the one who gave everything
she had to be love by somebody. The one, who tried to reach her
dreams but couldn't because of the fear in me.

This isn't goodbye....
When you've been hurt so many times, and cried so many nights
that your vision on reality has be come foggy an you can no longer..
See the future...


This isn't goodbye...
Its more of a hello to, the new me. The girl who never settles for anything but the best,
who if isn't put first, doesn't give it the time of day..
who lives to make her self happy, no one else...

No Regrets....

I am letting go of who I once was, because of you.

Not because of your presence but because of the essence of you

This love thing has captured me in its grasp.

No longer a figment of my imagination, something real I can touch and I can feel.

This love has buried its self deep with my soul, its planted within me, and continues to grow.

No expectations when it comes to this, it feel like heaven, this love I won’t forget.

Letting go of the fear, has became a thing of the past, living within your loves grasp.